hiya dad, not been in touch 4 a while. not that i havent been thinkin about ya coz i have. somedays i cant concentrate coz ur in my thoughts that much. it wer new years eve last night but it wernt the same without you, it was too quiet! i miss u so much its not gettin any easier dad, wish i could stop crying coz i know u wouldnt want me to be like this, you always said i wer a blubber.anyway its 2010 now an ive got to buck my ideas up, i know i,ll see you again 1 day so im not sayin goodbye i,ll say see you later, love you so much and alfie sends a big kiss. he still laughs when you whistle at him, like you used to do.xxxxxxxx